Ooops!! I did it again....

When I was a kid I knew I wanted to be an architect. I was one of those kids who had grown up seeing my dad bring home blue prints and images of huge huge houses, which looked quite fancy. So I decided that I’ll be one of those cool architects who’ll build a huge house and settle down. This was at a time when I dint know much. I grew up to figure out that I needed money to be able to BUY those kinda houses and that just cause I build them they’ll not become mine! Damn! Imagine shattering a small kid’s dreams. So I decided to read so much that anyone I’m working for will have to pay me a lot. That required me to do some actual STUDYING as such, and having seen the results of my report card I refused to dream further. So I decided to choose any field where I would not have to exactly study as such but still get paid pots and pots of money. [Yes, I had not given up my dream of that beautiful house] So I set my sights on some extra moolah earning no work doing jobs. Airline industry seemed a pretty easy option... That is till i heard bout wat exactly those pretty airhostess get upto... (Or so i heard) and that option also went down the drain... Whoosh.... My next option was to probably become famous somehow. Luckily i got into media line and also landed a job which involved a lot of talking (which came naturally) and yellin and gossiping etc... Sounded good... But i had to land in bad waters within 2 years... And i also realised that being famous has nothin to do with the amount of money one makes. Cos finally at the end of the day you still get paid only peanuts!! So i decided to not concentrate on the mansion in my mind and take up some work that i would like. Seems not too long an order one would think. Well mistaken... Cos i DO NOT know what i like. Its been almost 5 years since i started working and i never cease to bitch bout my co workers and my work!!! And somehow i feel this might continue.....

There was this one friend of mine who keeps remarking sayin i am never gonna find peace!!! Somehow i vaguely believe him.

The point of this blog is very simple... I still have not been able to decide what i want from my life.. And i want to know if I am the only one this way???!?