Wish me Luck!!

My exams are starting this weekend.... Been wanting to wake up early every day... I do wake up actually... After the alarm goes off for like some gazillion times.... But once awake the bloody weather does not let me study!!! Why would anyone want to wake up at like 4 or 5 in the freaking morning when all you wanna do is curl back and sleep?!?!? Ah wel... My bloody exams :( .... And to top it my dad wants me to do M.Phil or Ph.D after this (after i convinced him I do not wan to be an IAS officer) I'm convinced he can either crack a joke with a extremely straight face or he doesn't know me at al and I'm adopted!!! I also missed a nice vacation for these exams!!! I better do wel...

Anyway... Point being... Wish me luck and pray I ace these exams! :)

Happy :D

:D I am Happy!!! Just generally happy!! No particular reason why.... And i realised that i haven't been happy in a long long time. Which made me ask myself what could be different now?! Why the happiness?! Wel..... I jus realised why.... The reason was mostly cos i dint let myself be happy. The eternal worrywart that I am... I was convinced I would never be happy for long and would definetely be plagued by some sort of bad luck to compensate for my every smile!!! I'm still worried.... But this time I cease to bother!! I wan to be happy....

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